That's now what I am calling my (As of today, June 20th, 2023) 291 fans.

Just wanted to ask y'all, what do you think of my art as of today? Have you seen any improvement? Is there some areas I can improve on? Anything you particularly like, something you hate? Please do leave them in the comments below, I want some feedback!

Thanks in advance!

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I... I am not well lately, I dehydrated a lot from work, and I think I need glasses (Is either that or I still need to get my treatment finished, cuz that was painful)

So please, let me recover for now... I promise I'll come back with more art!

If anything, you might see doodles here and there. But being too much time in front of a screen is kinda annoying lately

(I say that as I just finished Final Fantasy Crisis Core, go play it if you haven't and you love FFVII, one of the best FF)

For now, please, please, be patient.

I have been trying to write this post for the past couple of nights, but I have just been absolutely tired, English isn't my first language so I need to put an extra ounce of dark matter in my grammar, I wish I could just put "Ya pues, ando acá chido, pero podría estar mejor" but I'll respect the fact that Newgrounds has mostly English speakers around, so here I come.

I know you haven't heard on me in a while, well, what can I say, my university has been veeeery tiring, not the classes in particular but my Internship, I just started working at these offices of Publishing Aid for the Secretary of Public Education of my country, and my schedule is reaaaaaally tiring, I come back home at like 7 or 8 PM almost everyday. All I really do is just get on bed, have dinner and do the bare minimum with homework, fuck the machine, man, I wish I could stay at home and work on comics and art.

This however haven't stopped me from going to therapy every week, it has been such a big help, and this therapist was kind enough to make the first sessions for free, so I decided to spend my Comm money in stuff to improve my life, I got some medications for my hair loss and also, tried to buy my own groceries with my own health in mind, don't think I spent the money on video games or some shit, no, no, no. However, I gotta admit that, with this routine, it is kinda hard to keep up with it, so I sometimes go out for a burger or tacos, but when I can, I try to eat healthy, I am trying my best to change my life one step at a time, I strive to be a better me. I gotta say that, when I posted that last blog post, I met the kindness and generosity of the Internet, specifically newgrounds. So I really gotta give you a big thank you! Specially to @Starblinky and Hortacio for the comms they asked for.

And a huge and absolute thank you to @Malfromed for their donation on Ko-fi. Don't think I have forgotten what I said about the comm! I am eternally grateful for that.

That being said... Where's the art? Well, I am just sorry to inform y'all, but I am not cooking anything at all, I barely have time to even sit down and think what I want to put on a digital canvas, hell, even lately I am absolutely questioning where should I aim for when it comes to my art, I feel aimless in that aspect. I have always wanted to make comics, and I can barely make them or have like, that willpower to start one, with a proper story and punchline. I do want to know your thoughts on the latest comics I have done, are they good? are they bad? Do I drag the joke for too long? I know there's only like 5 of them only, but I have lots of unfinished ones, like, you got no idea.

And well, I guess that's all I have to say for now, just I guess this is a Hiatus announcement? I will get some art done on Spring break hopefully. Either that or I'll spend all day in Final Fantasy XIV online, mwahahahahaha. Also, before finishing this... I noticed a lot of folks around here started following me, getting me to 270+ fans... Where did you guys come from, for real??? I have been inactive for weeks now, and every one or two days I see a new fan, Thank you, and hope you enjoy your stay even if the art posting stopped a little. You all are more than welcomed.

I am considering on maybe making a discord so I can stay more in touch with people who follow me, and maybe I could stream art from time to time as a way to motivate myself, like Body Doubling??? These are just thoughts, let me know if you'd be interested.

Okay, now I am done with this post that was supposed to be posted like, the previous friday, lmao. See ya guys! And as always, thank you!

Hi, newgrounders. I have come here for help...

This past week I have been having some intrusive thoughts back and have been having a hard time dealing with them, I have never looked for professional help, since I grew up in a house with parents who still thinkin beating up children is the best way to educate them and also think therapy and all that shit is useless. Also, I don't have a particular stable job, all the money I earn is either through commissions, some Design jobs I do and trading/selling video games, it helps since I am still in college but it is not enough to pay for some therapy sessions, but yesterday I had a big breakdown at school, an enormous Anxiety attack to the point where I broke and cried all the way through home.

Life is no longer enjoyable, guys, so I called a friend for help since his mom is a psychologist and she could help me with some therapy sessions. She said I shouldn't worry about the money for now, that I can pay her later, so I want to be ready and have some money to be able to pay her later. SO that's why I come here with some Emergency Comms.

Here's the prices list...

The same rules apply for my regular commissions. Here's how it goes.

Hope you can find it in y'alls hearts to help me, if not, that's fine! I am thankful you decided to read what I have to say.

Love y'all. Thank you.

Mangy Chritma, newgrounders

You can contact me here on NG, or on Twitter @BleedyTarbager or on discord thegarbager619#1217

Just that, it is my birthday, it would make me happy if you guys just keep enjoying my stuff here, even if I am not posting that often cuz of college

More than a HIatus, this time is a break, I know I haven't been like, doing a lot of art recently, or at least not posting it on a regular basis, but this time, is different.

I hurt my lower back. the doctor says it is a disc injury. It hurts when I walk, bent over or when I carry something heavy, I have never ever struggled so hard to sit in the toilet and I can't sit for too many hours in a single spot, if I do, that shit will hurt like bitch when I get up. So, for now, I won't really focus on art and more on my recovery, hope you understand.

I had a lot of sketches on the works, so, expect art after I finally feel like I can do stuff!

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PLAY!