So, today I woke up with a migraine, it was horrible. I'm alright now, but I'm thankful cuz before I started using glasses, back in February 2024, I would get constant headaches or migraines almost every month or every two months. But they stopped significantly.

And today I was discussing this with my mom, and I remembered that the last time I had a migraine was when my niece had her wedding, that day I also woke up with a migraine, I have a very shitty sense of time so I asked her if she remembered what day did my niece celebrate her wedding, and she found a photo taken that same day and... Holy shit... July 12th 2024... A WHOLE YEAR HAS PASSED SINCE I HAD A MIGRAINE, AND IN THE EXACT SAME DAY. NOT ONLY TODAY MY NIECE CELEBRATES ONE YEAR MARRIED BUT I ALSO CELEBRATE HAVING A MIGRAINE.

SO YEAH, HAPPY MIGRAINE ANNIVERSARY TO MY BEAUTIFUL MIGRAINE, THANKS FOR NOT MAKING ME PUKE THIS TIME, HOPE YOU LIKED THE GIFT I GAVE YOU (IBUPROFEN) 💖💖💖💖

I just said:

"Death of the author, dude" Yeah, I also want to see J.K Rowling dead"

And I regret nothing.

So yeah... No more SFW Bluesky? I don't even feel like appealing to this, the site was kind of meh.

Hi, again.

As some of you may have seen, yesterday I wrote a post regarding the direction I am taking my art (Very poorly written, sorry, English ain't my first language and I wasn't feeling well mentally) and in such post, I mentioned that one of the things that have been worrying me was my cat as she was sick and her condition wasn't looking very well.

Well, today she passed away... I'm heartbroken to say the least... And... I dunno what to say. I just hope the angels are scratching her head right now.

Hope we get to see each other again some day...

Hello.

Just came here to say a few words, to address the changes that has been going on in the past months with my art, I know I have never been known to just draw one topic: one day I'd draw some splatoon stuff, then original stuff, then some resident evil stuff, some final fantasy stuff and then more original stuff but in the last few days, almost all pieces have been digital circus related and regarding my selfshippin art with Ragatha from The Amazing Digital Circus as well.

I know that type of art is not of everyone's taste, and y'all are probably expecting me to move on from the Ragatha and Garbo art pieces and I just want to apologize for that, In the last year and a half I have lost the motivation to continue working on art, I feel I put a lot of effort into stuff that ultimately does not look good or does not cause any reaction on social media - The Dissidia Digital Circus project took a lot from me and ultimately felt like nothing happened - add that to the fact I haven't been able to find a job for almost a year, got some debts I have, my therapy sessions I have to pay and I have a sick cat and had to sell some video games, books and Pokémon decks I did not want to sell but ultimately had to to treat her and... things are not looking good for her :(.

So that's why I have just drawn Selfshipping doodles and sketches - specifically poorly drawn ones - to relax, to not care about the anatomy, the composition, the proportions, the coloring, the shading, these are just for me. Sorry about that. I'm going to try to diversify my art again. I might post Selfshipping stuff somewhere else so it doesn't interfere with my 1/3 professional, 1/3 silly and 1/3 horny artist persona on the Internet.

"You have romantic feelings for a fictional girl? What are you, fucking gay? Sexualize her, that's more acceptable"

Also, I will open commissions again after finishing some stuff I have pending, and will post a one time special offer! So stay tuned if interested! :)

Well, that's all for today, I wanted to apologize to those who unfollowed me because of this and I want to thank everyone who has stuck and have actually liked and encouraged this art, but a change needs to be done.

Hey, everyone. I come here with one last update for my collection The Amazing Dissidia Circus. This one, where I drew The Amazing Digital Circus characters dressed as protagonists and villains form the Final Fantasy series (Just like in the Dissidia crossover games). You might have seen me promote it before a couple times.

If you saw the original pieces and some posts I put around my social media, I was selling Wallpapers of these pieces in my Ko-fi and Vgen shops a first, but then I put them for free with the option to donate one or two dollars. As of last night, I have decided to take them down and put the wallpapers Free to download. I posted the Wallpapers on my Twitter account but I'll leave a Google Drive Folder link here so you can snatch your favorite cuz I know they will get eventually buried on my Media tab, lol. Also will upload the sketches and complete pieces on the Folder, basically all the things the packs contained when you purchased them.

HERE'S THE FOLDER

Thank you for your support on the Amazing Dissidia Circus. Hope y'all get to also support my next projects!

No art these weeks. Got my Nintendo Switch 2. Loving every second of it.

Normally I wouldn't make a post like this, since I am not in the LGBT community myself, and even thought I considering myself an ally I don't feel I should speak for anyone on this, as it would mean taking the narrative of the movement on someone who is not part of it.

But, considering the Internet and the World has been a shithole for Queer friends and colleagues in the past Almost-half a year I just wanted to remind you to keep going no matter what, the best way to deal with this is to let bigots know that, even after all this you will and shall live your life the way you want and how you want it to be, as there's nothing more brave than to be yourself despite the adversities.

And if someone who is reading this just thinks this isn't natural, or considers themselves TERFS, some culture war anti DEI fighters or Harry Potter fans, please get the fuck out of my profile (Specially HP fans, read a better book), I don't appreciate you, no matter if I lose all my followers, there is no place for you here in my profile. Change your heart.

Never give up. I love y'all, no matter how you choose to live.

What would you like to see more?

Original characters?

Fanart? (Which characters in particular)

Comics?

Simpler pieces? More complex pieces?

SFW or NSFW?

Let me know. I want to consider what to do next.

These past weeks I have been looking for advice, tips and different ways to monetize my art more, and I have been trying to come up with things that could add some value to my art, something that might actually interest people, like, maybe opening a patreon and making NSFW art and the usual stuff, or maybe start production on my comic and shit, but none of that feels something I could accomplish that easily and I'm scared of not providing meaningful content in a monthly basis. I know a lot of cool NSFW artists that don't post regularly and even I think about supporting them on patreon or not.

And yesterday I had quite a stress breakdown over this and many other stuff and came to the realization... I'm just not a good businessman, I have a hard time promoting my own commissions, I forget to show stuff on my Rule 34 tag or discord groups I'm in and promote it there, I forget to do timelapses for my social media and stuff.

Sigh, I just want to draw.

I have been trying to write this down like 4 times already as this has devolved into me venting about not finding a job. But let's do this more straightfoward with bullet points:

• The Amazing Dissidia Circus did not go as I intended so I don't plan on putting more effort on it right now, or in the near future as I want to focus on newer stuff.
• It was a nice experiment to test the waters on what people are interested.
• Might do more of these in the future.
• I'd love to keep working on personal projects, just maybe smaller ones.
• Sell myself out a little more (Less original stuff, more fanart)
• Might like to focus on getting more engagement in other social media platforms.
• Find different ways to monetize my content, go harder with how I promote my commissions, maybe start a patreon, do more trends, sell prints and stickers? Maybe!

These changes might not happen right now, but I want to figure out my approach with these and the process I'll take to implement them.